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Who would have known that almost a year ago I would be in the presence of these wonderful young womyn and others? I know I wouldn’t. But fate brought us all together and there is honestly no words that can describe how much I am thankful for each and everyone of them. They have brought the best out of me and saw the worst in me and will still accept me no matter what without any judgement. I love them with all my heart! This has been a tough year but a year to remember and its only my Freshman year in college and so it’s just beginning! Life is a constant struggle but it’s nothing we can’t over come! As long as we’re willing to put in the effort and the passion is there then we can do anything. That lesson is something that will stay with me. As well as the friendships that I made this year! You ladies will forever be my sisters and will be in my life for many years to come! I know we’re going to have fun next year! haha I hope y’all ain’t tired of me! I love you all so much! We will see more of each other soon hopefully!
Before I turn 19 in a couple hours I just wanted to take this time to thank all you wonderful ladies for helping me get to where I am today because as I am turning 19, I am turning into a better womyn because I am turning into a more stronger and confident womyn than I was a year ago and honestly that is the best gift anyone can give to me. So thank you!
Mamas, Ate’s and Bees<33333
i love you and always remember that since life is a struggle never be afraid to fight. fight through love, hate, and all the obstacles that life is going to throw at you. we have all been blessed to have you in our lives because you have influenced us. this coming year is going to be amazing, just don’t be afraid to meet more beautiful and inspirational womyn on the way -which i’m sure you will! Happy Birthday <3
to those young women who are lost insecurity, to those young women who fight the struggle of their own reflection.
I am one of those young women who need things like this to believe.
(Source: mystandards)
i’m in a crowd of people with gold and silver in my pocket. I have it all inside me that treasure -valuable, powerful, brilliant, and resilient. standing together forever -that’s our story right?
but why do i feel as though I stand here waiting, to feel embrace, calm, and peace. it’s absence, it’s loneliness, it’s this feeling I havent felt all year. i’m contemplating, circumventing, trying to breathe as much as I can before I speak.but I have no idea why this isn’t working.
I’m torn apart, reliving thoughts that i thought were long forgotten. but then again my mind is this circle, whirlpools spiraling down the toilet .. encasing exactly what I feel like day in and day out -shit.
let me find my darkness in the light, with this cigarette i burn trying to exhale all the clever feelings of self doubt and disappointment..now remember i gave up nicotine for the only thing i can do right -my health. but then again i’m starving myself to one meal a day to remember how beautiful i am.
how can such a good, beautiful, and powerful thing.. be burning with self destruction inside?
Whatchu know about co and fave? #psshit @reychbuzon @kat_inwonderland (Taken with instagram)